{"id":4288,"date":"2011-01-10T02:17:43","date_gmt":"2011-01-10T01:17:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/?p=4288"},"modified":"2011-02-05T06:07:06","modified_gmt":"2011-02-05T05:07:06","slug":"str-114-muke-pocinju","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/?p=4288","title":{"rendered":"str.114. Muke po?inju."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 Uglavnom, sva petorica su, iako osu?eni na visoke kazne, poslije mog izlaska otpu\u0161teni na uvjetnu slobodu. Svakako s obavezom da i u civilnom \u017eivotu \u0161pijuniraju i potkazuju, jer jednom konfident &#8211; uvi\u00c2\u00adjek je kon\u00c2\u00adfi\u00c2\u00addent. Zlu\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00addo se na\u00c2\u00addam da im je ba\u00c2\u00adrem sa\u00c2\u00advjest ili strah da ih je sre\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adna kao pot\u00c2\u00adka\u00c2\u00adzi\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00ad?e pre\u00c2\u00adpo\u00c2\u00adzna\u00c2\u00adla po\u00c2\u00admu\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00adla mir\u00c2\u00adne sne.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 Tje\u00c2\u00addni\u00c2\u00adma sam sa\u00c2\u00admo\u00c2\u00advao u svo\u00c2\u00adjoj ?e\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00adji. Kao da sam bio os\u00c2\u00adta\u00c2\u00advljen\u00c2\u00ad da se ku\u00c2\u00adha\u00c2\u00adm na ti\u00c2\u00adhoj va\u00c2\u00adtri. Sa\u00c2\u00admo se je je\u00c2\u00addnom na vra\u00c2\u00adti\u00c2\u00adma po\u00c2\u00adja\u00c2\u00advio Ju\u00c2\u00adre Bi\u00c2\u00adli?, bez ri\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00ad?i zu\u00c2\u00adrio u me\u00c2\u00adne i bez ri\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00ad?i oti\u00c2\u00ad\u0161ao. Po zveke\u00c2\u00adtu i lu\u00c2\u00adpi vra\u00c2\u00adta za\u00c2\u00adklju\u00c2\u00ad?io sam da obi\u00c2\u00adla\u00c2\u00adzi sve sa\u00c2\u00admi\u00c2\u00adce re\u00c2\u00addom.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 Je\u00c2\u00addne sam no\u00c2\u00ad?i bu\u00c2\u00addan le\u00c2\u00ad\u017eao na po\u00c2\u00addu. Bi\u00c2\u00adlo mi je jako zi\u00c2\u00adma. Odje\u00c2\u00addnom su se vra\u00c2\u00adta po\u00c2\u00ad?e\u00c2\u00adla otva\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00adti, iako za\u00c2\u00advla\u00c2\u00ad?e\u00c2\u00adnje klju\u00c2\u00ad?a u bra\u00c2\u00advu uo\u00c2\u00adp?e ni\u00c2\u00adsam ?uo. Ot\u00c2\u00adklju\u00c2\u00ad?a\u00c2\u00adla ih je uvje\u00c2\u00ad\u017eba\u00c2\u00adna ru\u00c2\u00adka. U okvi\u00c2\u00adru vra\u00c2\u00adta sta\u00c2\u00adjao je Me\u00c2\u00adho Tu\u00c2\u00adzlak. Po\u00c2\u00adzvao me je da po\u00c2\u00ad?em s njim jer je do\u00c2\u00ad\u0161lo vri\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00adme da po\u00c2\u00adraz\u00c2\u00adgo\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00admo. Na vi\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adku ni\u00c2\u00adje bi\u00c2\u00adlo ni je\u00c2\u00addnog stra\u00c2\u00ad\u017ea\u00c2\u00adra. No\u00c2\u00ad?u je klju? pri\u00c2\u00adpa\u00c2\u00addao &#8220;va\u00c2\u00adspi\u00c2\u00adta\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adma&#8221;, sva vlast je bi\u00c2\u00adla nji\u00c2\u00adho\u00c2\u00adva. Nas\u00c2\u00adto\u00c2\u00adjao sam da se na me\u00c2\u00adni ne pri\u00c2\u00admi\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00adti strah iako sam bio go\u00c2\u00adto\u00c2\u00advo pa\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00adzi\u00c2\u00adran. Znao sam \u0161to me ?e\u00c2\u00adka jer ni\u00c2\u00adsam imao ni naj\u00c2\u00adma\u00c2\u00adnje vo\u00c2\u00adlje da pri\u00c2\u00adhva\u00c2\u00adtim nji\u00c2\u00adho\u00c2\u00adva pra\u00c2\u00advi\u00c2\u00adla igre. Ve? oda\u00c2\u00advno ni\u00c2\u00adsam &#8220;po\u00c2\u00adpio&#8221; ba\u00c2\u00adti\u00c2\u00adne i znao sam da ?e prvi tre\u00c2\u00adnu\u00c2\u00adci bi\u00c2\u00adti naj\u00c2\u00adte\u00c2\u00ad\u017ei.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 U so\u00c2\u00adbi, u ko\u00c2\u00adju me je Tu\u00c2\u00adzlak ugu\u00c2\u00adrao, za\u00c2\u00adte\u00c2\u00adkao sam Vla\u00c2\u00addu Vu\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00adna, ko\u00c2\u00adji je sta\u00c2\u00adjao kraj kre\u00c2\u00adve\u00c2\u00adta na kat, i Mi\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00advo\u00c2\u00adja Bo\u00c2\u00adsan\u00c2\u00adca, ko\u00c2\u00adji je sje\u00c2\u00addio za ma\u00c2\u00adlim sto\u00c2\u00adlom na ko\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00admu je bio sta\u00c2\u00adrin\u00c2\u00adski pi\u00c2\u00adsa\u00c2\u00ad?i stroj. Pa\u00c2\u00adpir je bio uvu\u00c2\u00ad?en, spre\u00c2\u00adman da pri\u00c2\u00admi mo\u00c2\u00adje pri\u00c2\u00adzna\u00c2\u00adnje. Ostao sam sto\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00ad?i kraj vra\u00c2\u00adta. Go\u00c2\u00advo\u00c2\u00adrio je sa\u00c2\u00admo Me\u00c2\u00adho Tu\u00c2\u00adzlak. Upo\u00c2\u00adzo\u00c2\u00adrio me je da ?e se slu\u00c2\u00ad\u0161a\u00c2\u00adti sa\u00c2\u00admo is\u00c2\u00adti\u00c2\u00adna, da ne mi\u00c2\u00adslim da su oni bu\u00c2\u00addale, da mo\u00c2\u00adgu bi\u00c2\u00adti sre\u00c2\u00adtan \u0161to mi se pru\u00c2\u00ad\u017ea pri\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00adka da od\u00c2\u00adte\u00c2\u00adre\u00c2\u00adtim svo\u00c2\u00adju sa\u00c2\u00advjest i jo\u0161 hrpu sli\u00c2\u00ad?nih glu\u00c2\u00adpos\u00c2\u00adti. Slu\u00c2\u00ad\u0161ao sam ga s po\u00c2\u00adla uha, o?i su mi lu\u00c2\u00adta\u00c2\u00adle so\u00c2\u00adbom, tra\u00c2\u00ad\u017ee\u00c2\u00ad?i &#8220;sred\u00c2\u00adstva uvjeravanja&#8221;. Na je\u00c2\u00addnom kre\u00c2\u00adve\u00c2\u00adtu ugle\u00c2\u00addao sam dvi\u00c2\u00adje &#8220;va\u00c2\u00adspi\u00c2\u00adtne&#8221; pa\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00adce, pros\u00c2\u00adta\u00c2\u00ad?ki re\u00c2\u00ad?e\u00c2\u00adno pen\u00c2\u00addre\u00c2\u00adke, ne\u00c2\u00ad\u0161to kao krat\u00c2\u00adki ko\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adja\u00c2\u00ad\u0161ki bi?, i ne\u00c2\u00adko\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00adko de\u00c2\u00adbe\u00c2\u00adlih ?a\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00adpa ne\u00c2\u00ad?im na\u00c2\u00adpu\u00c2\u00adnje\u00c2\u00adnih i na vrhu za\u00c2\u00adve\u00c2\u00adza\u00c2\u00adnih. Bi\u00c2\u00adle su tu i dvi\u00c2\u00adje-tri li\u00c2\u00adme\u00c2\u00adne kan\u00c2\u00adte do vrha ispu\u00c2\u00adnje\u00c2\u00adne vo\u00c2\u00addom. Kao slu\u00c2\u00ad?aj\u00c2\u00adno, ne pre\u00c2\u00adki\u00c2\u00adda\u00c2\u00adju\u00c2\u00ad?i svoj mo\u00c2\u00adno\u00c2\u00adlog, Tu\u00c2\u00adzlak je do\u00c2\u00adhva\u00c2\u00adtio je\u00c2\u00addan pe\u00c2\u00adndrek i po\u00c2\u00ad?eo se igra\u00c2\u00adti nji\u00c2\u00adme. Ma\u00c2\u00adlum omen. Po\u00c2\u00ad\u0161to ni\u00c2\u00adsam pro\u00c2\u00adgo\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00adrao, on odlu\u00c2\u00ad?i, ka\u00c2\u00adko je re\u00c2\u00adkao, da mi po\u00c2\u00admo\u00c2\u00adgne i os\u00c2\u00advje\u00c2\u00ad\u017ei pa\u00c2\u00adm?e\u00c2\u00adnje. Za\u00c2\u00adtra\u00c2\u00ad\u017eio je da mu pri\u00c2\u00ad?am o Dra\u00c2\u00adku\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00ad?ima i Ko\u00c2\u00adza\u00c2\u00adri, te o mom su\u00c2\u00addje\u00c2\u00adlo\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00adnju u tim zbi\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00adnji\u00c2\u00adma. Mo\u00c2\u00adra bi\u00c2\u00adti da sam stra\u00c2\u00ad\u0161no ble\u00c2\u00adsa\u00c2\u00advo iz\u00c2\u00adgle\u00c2\u00addao jer se sva tro\u00c2\u00adji\u00c2\u00adca na\u00c2\u00adsmi\u00c2\u00adja\u00c2\u00ad\u0161e. Oba do\u00c2\u00adga\u00c2\u00ad?a\u00c2\u00adja zbi\u00c2\u00adla su se 1941. ili ra\u00c2\u00adno 1942. go\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adne. Ta\u00c2\u00adda sam imao 15, odno\u00c2\u00adsno 16 go\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adna. Ni\u00c2\u00adka\u00c2\u00adda ni\u00c2\u00adsam bio ni u Dra\u00c2\u00adku\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adma ni na Ko\u00c2\u00adza\u00c2\u00adri. O sve\u00c2\u00admu sam znao da je u Dra\u00c2\u00adku\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adma iz\u00c2\u00advr\u0161en zlo\u00c2\u00ad?in nad ru\u00c2\u00adda\u00c2\u00adri\u00c2\u00adma, te da su na Ko\u00c2\u00adza\u00c2\u00adri vo\u00c2\u00ad?e\u00c2\u00adne te\u00c2\u00ad\u0161ke bor\u00c2\u00adbe. Ni\u00c2\u00adka\u00c2\u00adkvi mi de\u00c2\u00adta\u00c2\u00adlji ni\u00c2\u00adsu bi\u00c2\u00adli po\u00c2\u00adzna\u00c2\u00adti. Sa\u00c2\u00adbra\u00c2\u00adv\u0161i se, to sam i re\u00c2\u00adkao. Na\u00c2\u00adgli uda\u00c2\u00adrac pen\u00c2\u00addre\u00c2\u00adkom pa\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00adzi\u00c2\u00adrao mi je ru\u00c2\u00adku i ra\u00c2\u00adme.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c2\u00a0<strong><em><span style=\"color: #000080;\">NASTAVLJA SE<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 Uglavnom, sva petorica su, iako osu?eni na visoke kazne, poslije mog izlaska otpu\u0161teni na uvjetnu slobodu. Svakako s obavezom da i u civilnom \u017eivotu \u0161pijuniraju i potkazuju, jer jednom konfident &#8211; uvi\u00c2\u00adjek je kon\u00c2\u00adfi\u00c2\u00addent. Zlu\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00addo se na\u00c2\u00addam da im je ba\u00c2\u00adrem sa\u00c2\u00advjest ili strah da ih je sre\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adna kao pot\u00c2\u00adka\u00c2\u00adzi\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00ad?e pre\u00c2\u00adpo\u00c2\u00adzna\u00c2\u00adla po\u00c2\u00admu\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00adla mir\u00c2\u00adne sne.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4288","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-razno"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4288","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4288"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4288\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4288"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4288"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4288"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}