{"id":3366,"date":"2010-09-30T15:05:35","date_gmt":"2010-09-30T13:05:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/?p=3366"},"modified":"2011-02-05T06:02:05","modified_gmt":"2011-02-05T05:02:05","slug":"str-94-u-zatvoru","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/?p=3366","title":{"rendered":"str. 94. U zatvoru"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 Tu no? ni\u00c2\u00adsam mo\u00c2\u00adgao du\u00c2\u00adgo za\u00c2\u00adspa\u00c2\u00adti, sve mi se ?inilo kao ne\u00c2\u00adka\u00c2\u00adkav san. No u zlu vi\u00c2\u00adjest vi\u00c2\u00ad\u0161e ni\u00c2\u00adsam mo\u00c2\u00adgao su\u00c2\u00admnja\u00c2\u00adti. Oca sam za\u00c2\u00adis\u00c2\u00adta ve\u00c2\u00adoma vo\u00c2\u00adlio i po\u00c2\u00ad\u0161to\u00c2\u00advao i osje\u00c2\u00ad?ao sam ne\u00c2\u00adiz\u00c2\u00admjer\u00c2\u00adnu tu\u00c2\u00adgu \u0161to se s nji\u00c2\u00adme ni\u00c2\u00adsam mo\u00c2\u00adgao opros\u00c2\u00adti\u00c2\u00adti.<!--more-->\u00c2\u00a0Mno\u00c2\u00adgo ka\u00c2\u00adsni\u00c2\u00adje maj\u00c2\u00adka mi je is\u00c2\u00adpri\u00c2\u00ad?a\u00c2\u00adla o o?e\u00c2\u00advom uhi\u00c2\u00ad?e\u00c2\u00adnju, osu\u00c2\u00addi su\u00c2\u00adca za pre\u00c2\u00adkr\u0161a\u00c2\u00adje izre\u00c2\u00ad?e\u00c2\u00adnoj bo\u00c2\u00adle\u00c2\u00adsnom ?o\u00c2\u00advje\u00c2\u00adku, u vru\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adci, za ver\u00c2\u00adbal\u00c2\u00adni del\u00c2\u00adikt, na\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adnu na ko\u00c2\u00adji je u glu\u00c2\u00adho do\u00c2\u00adba no\u00c2\u00ad?i po\u00c2\u00adlu\u00c2\u00admrtav do\u00c2\u00adve\u00c2\u00adden na ku\u00c2\u00ad?ni prag, o di\u00c2\u00adja\u00c2\u00adgno\u00c2\u00adzi ko\u00c2\u00adju je pos\u00c2\u00adta\u00c2\u00advio dr. Mer\u00c2\u00adku\u00c2\u00adlov (ne\u00c2\u00ad\u0161to kao ga\u00c2\u00adlo\u00c2\u00adpi\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00adju\u00c2\u00ad?a TBC), ho\u00c2\u00adspi\u00c2\u00adta\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00adza\u00c2\u00adci\u00c2\u00adji u bol\u00c2\u00adni\u00c2\u00adci u Po\u00c2\u00adfa\u00c2\u00adli\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adma kod dra Ja\u00c2\u00adno\u00c2\u00advi\u00c2\u00ad?a, su\u00c2\u00adpru\u00c2\u00adga maj\u00c2\u00ad?i\u00c2\u00adne po\u00c2\u00adzna\u00c2\u00adni\u00c2\u00adce \u00c2\u00a0i smrti po\u00c2\u00adsli\u00c2\u00adje dva tje\u00c2\u00addna. Tek je bio na\u00c2\u00advr\u0161io 57 go\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adna. Maj\u00c2\u00adka mi ni\u00c2\u00adka\u00c2\u00adda ni\u00c2\u00adje htje\u00c2\u00adla re\u00c2\u00ad?i ime oso\u00c2\u00adbe ko\u00c2\u00adja je oca pri\u00c2\u00adja\u00c2\u00advi\u00c2\u00adla. Si\u00c2\u00adgur\u00c2\u00adno ni\u00c2\u00adje htje\u00c2\u00adla da mi du\u00c2\u00ad\u0161u op\u00c2\u00adte\u00c2\u00adre\u00c2\u00adti mr\u017enjom. Brat mi je, go\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adna\u00c2\u00adma\u00c2\u00a0 ka\u00c2\u00adsni\u00c2\u00adje, sa\u00c2\u00admo ka\u00c2\u00adzao da je to bi\u00c2\u00adla ne\u00c2\u00adka mu\u00c2\u00adsli\u00c2\u00adma\u00c2\u00adnka, slu\u00c2\u00ad\u017ebe\u00c2\u00adni\u00c2\u00adca u Mi\u00c2\u00adnis\u00c2\u00adtar\u00c2\u00adstvu ko\u00c2\u00admu\u00c2\u00adnal\u00c2\u00adnih po\u00c2\u00adslo\u00c2\u00adva, gdje se otac bio za\u00c2\u00adpo\u00c2\u00adslio kao pra\u00c2\u00advnik.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 O o?e\u00c2\u00advim po\u00c2\u00adslje\u00c2\u00addnjim tre\u00c2\u00adnu\u00c2\u00adci\u00c2\u00adma, u no\u00c2\u00ad?i izme?u 30. i 31. o\u017euj\u00c2\u00adka 1950. go\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adne, ka\u00c2\u00adko mi je go\u00c2\u00advo\u00c2\u00adrio brat, nje\u00c2\u00adga i maj\u00c2\u00adku oba\u00c2\u00advi\u00c2\u00adjes\u00c2\u00adtio je bol\u00c2\u00adni\u00c2\u00ad?ar, ko\u00c2\u00adji je bio de\u00c2\u00ad\u017eu\u00c2\u00adran u bol\u00c2\u00adni\u00c2\u00adci. Usred no\u00c2\u00ad?i, prio\u00c2\u00adp?io je bol\u00c2\u00adni\u00c2\u00ad?ar, po\u00c2\u00adzvao me je, dao mi 500 di\u00c2\u00adna\u00c2\u00adra, i za\u00c2\u00admo\u00c2\u00adlio me da upa\u00c2\u00adlim svi\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00ad?u \u0161to ju je imao kod se\u00c2\u00adbe (pre\u00c2\u00adtpos\u00c2\u00adta\u00c2\u00advljam da je to bi\u00c2\u00adla ukra\u00c2\u00adsna svi\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00ad?a s Go\u00c2\u00adspi\u00c2\u00adnim li\u00c2\u00adkom ko\u00c2\u00adju je otac da\u00c2\u00advno do\u00c2\u00adbio od za\u00c2\u00adgre\u00c2\u00adba\u00c2\u00ad?kog na\u00c2\u00addbis\u00c2\u00adku\u00c2\u00adpa). Kad sam ga, po\u00c2\u00adsli\u00c2\u00adje ne\u00c2\u00adkog vre\u00c2\u00adme\u00c2\u00adna, po\u00c2\u00adno\u00c2\u00advno obi\u00c2\u00ad\u0161ao, tvrdi bol\u00c2\u00adni\u00c2\u00ad?ar, bio je mrtav. Svi\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00ad?a je jo\u0161 do\u00c2\u00adgo\u00c2\u00adri\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00adva\u00c2\u00adla.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 Pro\u00c2\u00ad\u0161ao je tje\u00c2\u00addan da\u00c2\u00adna a da vi\u00c2\u00ad\u0161e ni je\u00c2\u00addnom ni\u00c2\u00adsam oti\u00c2\u00ad\u0161ao na rad. Ci\u00c2\u00adga\u00c2\u00adre\u00c2\u00adte ko\u00c2\u00adje mi je dao ujak ve? su se is\u00c2\u00adto\u00c2\u00adpi\u00c2\u00adle. Ni\u00c2\u00adsam bio ego\u00c2\u00adist, sa mnom je pu\u00c2\u00ad\u0161i\u00c2\u00adla ci\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00adla so\u00c2\u00adba. Je\u00c2\u00addna\u00c2\u00adko ta\u00c2\u00adko sam i ja od dru\u00c2\u00adgih, ka\u00c2\u00adda bi od ku\u00c2\u00ad?e do\u00c2\u00adbi\u00c2\u00adli pa\u00c2\u00adke\u00c2\u00adte, do\u00c2\u00adbi\u00c2\u00advao po\u00c2\u00adne\u00c2\u00adki za\u00c2\u00adlo\u00c2\u00adgaj. Tih dana sam i ja bio po\u00c2\u00adzvan na po\u0161tu da preu\u00c2\u00adzmem pa\u00c2\u00adket. Otvo\u00c2\u00adri\u00c2\u00adli su ga pre\u00c2\u00adda mnom. U nje\u00c2\u00admu je bio plje\u00c2\u00adsniv mel\u00c2\u00ad\u0161pajz i dru\u00c2\u00adga hra\u00c2\u00adna ko\u00c2\u00adju ni\u00c2\u00adje bi\u00c2\u00adlo mo\u00c2\u00adgu\u00c2\u00ad?e iden\u00c2\u00adti\u00c2\u00adfi\u00c2\u00adci\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00adti jer je sve bi\u00c2\u00adlo ze\u00c2\u00adle\u00c2\u00adno. Za\u00c2\u00aduda\u00c2\u00adra\u00c2\u00adlo je kao ku\u00c2\u00adga. Re\u00c2\u00ad?e\u00c2\u00adno mi je, uz po\u00c2\u00addru\u00c2\u00adgljiv smi\u00c2\u00adjeh, da uzmem \u0161to ho\u00c2\u00ad?u. I\u0161\u00c2\u00ad?e\u00c2\u00adprkao sam ku\u00c2\u00adti\u00c2\u00adji\u00c2\u00adce ci\u00c2\u00adga\u00c2\u00adre\u00c2\u00adta iako je po nji\u00c2\u00adma bi\u00c2\u00adla pli\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00adsan. Ka\u00c2\u00adsni\u00c2\u00adje, iako su smrdje\u00c2\u00adle me\u00c2\u00adm\u00c2\u00adlom, u slast su po\u00c2\u00adpu\u00c2\u00ad\u0161e\u00c2\u00adne. Taj je pa\u00c2\u00adket, si\u00c2\u00adgu\u00c2\u00adran sam, odle\u00c2\u00ad\u017eao naj\u00c2\u00adma\u00c2\u00adnje dva mje\u00c2\u00adseca u skla\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00ad\u0161tu. Jo\u0161 je\u00c2\u00addan nis\u00c2\u00adki uda\u00c2\u00adrac na\u00c2\u00adro\u00c2\u00addne vlas\u00c2\u00adti. Bi\u00c2\u00adlo mi je \u017eao maj\u00c2\u00adke ko\u00c2\u00adja je u to ulo\u00c2\u00ad\u017ei\u00c2\u00adla pu\u00c2\u00adno lju\u00c2\u00adba\u00c2\u00advi ot\u00c2\u00adki\u00c2\u00adda\u00c2\u00adju\u00c2\u00ad?i od vlas\u00c2\u00adti\u00c2\u00adtih us\u00c2\u00adta. A znao sam da i sa\u00c2\u00adma os\u00c2\u00adku\u00c2\u00addi\u00c2\u00adje\u00c2\u00adva.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 Tu no? ni\u00c2\u00adsam mo\u00c2\u00adgao du\u00c2\u00adgo za\u00c2\u00adspa\u00c2\u00adti, sve mi se ?inilo kao ne\u00c2\u00adka\u00c2\u00adkav san. No u zlu vi\u00c2\u00adjest vi\u00c2\u00ad\u0161e ni\u00c2\u00adsam mo\u00c2\u00adgao su\u00c2\u00admnja\u00c2\u00adti. Oca sam za\u00c2\u00adis\u00c2\u00adta ve\u00c2\u00adoma vo\u00c2\u00adlio i po\u00c2\u00ad\u0161to\u00c2\u00advao i osje\u00c2\u00ad?ao sam ne\u00c2\u00adiz\u00c2\u00admjer\u00c2\u00adnu tu\u00c2\u00adgu \u0161to se s nji\u00c2\u00adme ni\u00c2\u00adsam mo\u00c2\u00adgao opros\u00c2\u00adti\u00c2\u00adti.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3366","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-razno"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3366","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3366"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3366\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3366"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3366"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.rat-u-gradu.alat.hr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3366"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}